IM SORRY
I FEEL REALLY BAD but
Today I hung out with my friend and like
I
I actually got really, really SADDD
When I got home, I just started crying tbh
And actually when I made it to the parking lot, I got major anxiety and I got an anxiety attack (I know I seriously should consider getting therapy- actually not even considering I seriously NEED therapy) because she did get mad at me that one time ;-; TT____TT for being late ;-;
And I was 10 minutes late, or 15 minutes late and I seriously thought maybe she'd get mad but she didn't
-
I think I just started crying randomly, because in reality, I feel like we're mostly growing apart now.
I'm starting to feel like maybe we don't have a lot in common after all
We like watching the same movies and that's it TT-TT
Like socializing with her, which just used to come by so easily before, is suddenly starting to become a chore... Like how socializing with all other people is like. Except with my best friend, who I literally text every single day, I guess.
-
THIS IS SO SAD ALEXA PLAY DESPACITO
Maybe I just need to go on TikTok to fill the void
OH
AND THAT'S THE OTHER THING TT_____TT
she said I have a shopping addiction and that I probably do that to fill some kind of void
I mean I think she's right but still FEELSBADGIRL
-
I'm gonna go on TikTok to make myself feel better
OH
AND ALSO THE OTHER THING IM PROBABLY GOING TO FAIL THAT JANUARY CHALLENGE FOR 2020 FEELSBAdMAN
↧